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Anonymous said: sino yang kasama mo? pst!... bawal yan! -charo santos

Good morning te Charo. Kasama ko sa pic? Friend ko sya since 2012 Tumblr days

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There is only one thing I want you to do - never give up on me. When I push you away, pull me back. When I shout at you because I am so angry, hug me tightly. When I don’t answer your calls, come to my house and visit me. When I get overly clingy, assure me that I’m your only one. When I feel overly insecure, remind me how blessed I am. When I’m about to give up on you, kiss me and show me why I shouldn’t.

I know this is too much to ask. But still, I am hoping that you love me enough to do this, to stay, and to be a little more patient.

P.S. I do the same for you.

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Anonymous said: Aminin mo na. Fan ka talaga ng Chicser. Die hard fan pa kamo.

Wag mo ko itulad sa’yo. Alam ko naman ang mga hilig mo sa buhay. Wag ka na magdeny plith.

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pilyonghari:

10:52pm

hold me close and
never let go of me

guywhoblogs:

10:54pm

take me by the hand
and pull me closer

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Anonymous said: seb aylabyu miss you galing mo sumulat - seb ganda

Ang gwapo ko dito seb. Hihihi. Tas yung towel ni Dorina oh. QT. Fuck you. kasi iniwan mo ang Pilipinas. Sa tinagal tagal ba nating magkakilala, actually sa TP na lang tayo naging close pero isang picture lang ang meron ako sa iyo, ay dalawa pala. Oo nga dalawa. Teh, I miss you too! Ako magaling sumulat? Kwento mo sa 7 colors ng buhok mo tas magtwerk ka, sana mareach mo ang floor. Hahahaha. I love you. Kahit minsan na lang tayo nagkakausap, ang gwapo ko pa din. Hindi ako magtatampo kung di na tayo tulad ng dati, basta ang importante, magkausap tayo at nauunawaan natin ang mga bagay-bagay. Lalo na sa timezone nating parehas. Ungas ka. Basta aabangan kita pag uwi mo tas bahala na ang tH|2op4n6.kHuL3TsXcHz sa’yo. Charing. See you, sabihin mo kung kailan ha? I’ll be there. Pinkies.

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Dito tayo nagsimula. Sa Tumblr. At napadpad tayo sa Facebook hanggang sa magkahingian ng number. Nagpadala ka ng isang mensahe, nagpakilala, nagkausap, nagmamahalan, nag-away, naghiwalay, nagkabalikan at ito na. Nasa punto na tayo na kung saan ayoko ng bumitaw sa kung anong meron ako at ikaw. Tayo. Nasa 12,000+ messages na ang nakaimbak sa aking facebook account at ndi ko na kayang bilangin pa ang mga naging alaala nating dalawa, dahil kinabukasan, magkakaron ulit tayo ng panibago at madadagdagan pa ulit sa susunod pang mga oras at sandali.

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The sad moment when you realize how alone you actually are. No one ever messages you first or texts you first or anything. So it gets to the point where you don’t want to put in the effort with people who don’t put in any effort for you, so you end up spending your life at home, never going anywhere.

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Hide

Another letter written
Words on a page
Hidden away inside
Only to remain
Unheard

I think I’ll hide too
Enveloped in my cozy sheets
Showing glimpses
But remaining
Out of sight

My life is a paradox

Escape the world
Subsequently, trapped
Solitary mental degradation
My current residence

Participate in life
Embracing the depressing reality
Everything I touch gets destroyed
The overwhelming theme of my life
Nothing good can stay

It seems the choice
Has been made for me

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TIME OF DEPARTURE:
12:00 noon PH Time

All I can see is her heart, falling into pieces and hear nothing but her sobs and feel nothing but goodbyes, for the second time around. She was ready to leave me and unprepared of what will be next days without me, on her side, again… But before anything else matters, a warm, tight hug was given and there’s this pain inside, my heart. Falling apart because of what is happening in front of me. I can’t explain the exact feeling, but one thing is for sure. It really hurts.

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